还是会。害怕

很多时候，曾经向往的会让你感到害怕

已经拥有的，会害怕失去。

确定，有时会变得不确定。

taking rest

Beloved, your heavenly Father sees you trying to stay afloat when you are in the midst of a storm. He sees you trying to provide for yourself and your family, and thinking, “If I don’t take care of these things, no one else will!” And He wants you to know how tender His heart is toward you, how He is not offended by all the bad things you have ever said of or to Him. He wants you to know how much He wants to and will help and bless you. So let go and experience afresh the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward you!

> read this as I was desperately trying to seek some comfort from God during this crazy period. 

safety habour

my source of comfort and strength

timekeeping

“Try to imagine a life without timekeeping.

You probably can’t. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calendar, a time for dinner or a movie.

Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays.

Man alone measures time. Man alone chimes the hour. And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures. A fear of time running out.”

― Mitch Albom, The Time Keeper

pizza helpers

more you than you used to be

"with Hengist, I don't pretend. he already knows. at midnight, I'm eating out of the fridge in old pants with no makeup on. when I miss him, i call him. and he calls me back. I like that he knows how i became who I am, because he was there when I grew up, as I morphed from waitress to career woman band when I am drunk, he holds me. 

"have I changed?" I asked him. 

"nah, you're the same," he laughs. "you're just more you than you used to be". 

.. Katie glass 

picture this.

that's us in a nutshell. happy 18 months of being high and drunk.

what I saw in my dream like state

安全感

谢谢你这样拥抱着我的脆弱。

and through cigarette packs we learnt about branding

5 years down the road

i forgot what it feels like to be excited / passionate. there's nothing about work that makes me want to jump out of bed. i don't know what's there to change to make it better. i dont know if its ever going to get better. so there - i've said it but are they okay to hear it? 

counting the years

the cat man

this shows how different we are. and how beautiful his heart is.

yes and amen

thankful for God's blessing :)

leap of faith

“For when we love, we take that leap of faith, and we close our eyes shut and we wish that either the fall is not too far below, or that somehow, we grow wings.”

ayam shiok

:)

melt like profiteroles on a summer day

i know i can be very forgetful. on bad days, i let negative emotions get the better of me. every little reminder helps.

this is how i feel

standing outside

work and play

prelude

our prelude to oct's trip to spain. home made paella and tapas, couldn't ask for more :)

in true teochew style

horse riding

one more on the list

...horse riding @ sardegna (italy)

there is comfort in hearing

"i'm here"

a year later, i realize how i am not just in love with him but also with this (brutally) honest relationship that we share.  

love in piccolo size

the piccolo which made the day better

I'm going to..

S P A I N !!!!