lovin' u whether.. times are good or bad, happy or sad

reminiscing our almost three and a half years together. 

8th month

the city seemed exceptionally captivating after the heavy downpour earlier. breath of fresh air, and a sense of tranquility that is not quite that common in this city full of traffic jams and construction works.

i have plenty to be thankful for.

many a times, i hope that i am that kind of person that would be quick to warm up. comfortable with new people, surroundings and more courage to venture out. things could have been a lot easier then

挚友

最近看着好友踏上生命的另一个里程碑，心中有种莫名的感动。那些无聊却超搞笑的男生，好像忽然间成熟了好多。随着每个人的成长，我们的友谊也好像随着升华。虽然混在一起时还像是长不大的小孩，但我们已懂得照应彼此和他们的伴侣/小孩。虽然不常见，但每一次的相聚我们这群性情中人都好珍惜。

homesick

search for time

"hector found his town the way he had left it, with its inhabitants who had a lot more things than the Inuit, but who worried slot more than the Inuit about their future and abount time going by" 

一个人的重要与否

“我的脆弱坚强 互相作战

理性与感性 失去平衡感” 

home

back home for the weekend and there is so much to be thankful for.

things many of is have taken for granted.. security, good public infrastructure from roads to public transport to everything! 

above all I miss the familiarity and a place to call home. 

opportunity cost

another weekend closer to being away from home and everything i'm familiar with.

it's not easy to look forward to that when you know what you have to leave behind. 

let go and let God

爱上了

在我犹豫不绝时

爱上了

在半夜向他哭诉时

爱上了

在害怕 受伤时

爱上了

在他和家人朋友拉近距离时

爱上了

在彼此的狂笑中

爱上了

在无所不谈的情况下

爱上了

在互相依靠中

爱上了

就着样

渐渐的 渐渐的

越来越

爱上

了

he so crazy already

where do we go now 

14 jan

stepping into our 3rd year together. 

it's a strange feeling. feeling like all of this started only yesterday and yet feels like forever...all at the same time. 

happy anniversary love

摔坏过的痕迹

不管怎么补

都不再会完整 

失望

还是会。害怕

很多时候，曾经向往的会让你感到害怕

已经拥有的，会害怕失去。

确定，有时会变得不确定。

taking rest

Beloved, your heavenly Father sees you trying to stay afloat when you are in the midst of a storm. He sees you trying to provide for yourself and your family, and thinking, “If I don’t take care of these things, no one else will!” And He wants you to know how tender His heart is toward you, how He is not offended by all the bad things you have ever said of or to Him. He wants you to know how much He wants to and will help and bless you. So let go and experience afresh the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward you!

> read this as I was desperately trying to seek some comfort from God during this crazy period. 

safety habour

my source of comfort and strength

timekeeping

“Try to imagine a life without timekeeping.

You probably can’t. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calendar, a time for dinner or a movie.

Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays.

Man alone measures time. Man alone chimes the hour. And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures. A fear of time running out.”

― Mitch Albom, The Time Keeper

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