friday im in love

it's friday and im counting down to shopping time laters. And the fact that I am able to write shows that activities here at the office has mellowed down from the crazy-over-the-top weeks to the usual hubbub. and im so glad its friday, cos the weekends are the only breaks i get now. i haven’t been able to clear any leave because its either (1) too busy, (2) boss is away or (3) colleague is away. The only time i managed to ‘escape’ was when I fell sick and was on MC last friday.

but other than that, its so fwah so good. there's work and there's good fun too. i've gotten new projects on hand whilst things on the trade side are warming up to the race season. and there's also our girls' day out, or sponsored lunches, party invites, family day.

at least im no longer that lost lamb in the herd now, not so lost anyway.

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's friday i'm in love
.......The Cure - Friday I'm In Love

i love (the perks of) my job.

ots

psst, his name is gabe bondoc! and he's so good i decide to put him on mp3.

things i run away from.

1) meaningless conversations. of the standard Q&A like what's up because well nothing's up everything's the same, like always. of people dumping their emotional state of being on me and maybe expecting me to deal with it. it's like throwing me a rhectorical question, which you don't need an answer but you expect me to respond.

2) msn

3) eye contact at close proximity.

4) civil wars

i hope you are happy this friday

思念

i don't think you ever left our minds. sometimes it feels like you are never gone and sometimes its a reminder that you are.

we miss you.

Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't you anymore?

If you were suddenly gone, how would your world react?

Whatever you imagined is wrong. There's nothing romantic about death. Grief is like the Ocean. It's deep and Dark and bigger than all of us. And pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet. Persistent. Unfair. Diminished by time and faith and love.

...OTH

mid year review

had my first formal performance review with my boss today and (thank goodness) it was more of a moral boost than a downer. she gave me more credit than i thought i should be given and hopefully i get the pay raise more than i expected too. yosh!

twenty years from now

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did.” ............Mark Twain