Tuesday, October 10, 2006

quiet

[香港 :: 浅水湾]
"do you know of the restlessness that rings by your ear. drums an irregular beat, the skip a little faster. a hurricane, a cause unknown to your slow demeanour and that of few words.

and to the oblivious sea, thats ebbs and flows. being washed ashore by your tides and perhaps, making me scared of the water that rolls me in deep only to leave me stranded."






its the termbreak & well its no surprise that its hardly a break. had my CAT midterms today & its really demoralizing. with those away @ KL, then apple to KL, & gan ann busy... school seems so strangely quiet.

i decided to not go to Work & Travel USA in the end. hah, going to church always leaves me optimistic for the day... thinking that i should just sign up and pray for provision. then i thought that there were too many things to think about. it is a weak point of mine: to not manifest thoughts into action and being too hesistant and passive.

got to learn to be proactive, especially to get a job in December & maybe we could go on a month long SEAsia trip next summer. dont think so much la, find rest and know that He has everything in store.

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