crack me up

as much as i may complain about working life, you wont catch me saying that i miss school. because i really dont ... if by school you mean projects, irresponsible groupmates, mugging, tests, exams, presentation. throws me back when people say they miss studying, because I certainly do not, at all ever want to touch any textbooks again.

but, i miss having my friends around me. and that in between the horror stories of school, there were pockets of fun. that we could play truant, have lunch/dinner/supper together, have beer, bitch, share youtube videos, crack jokes at each other. and there was laughter in my life everyday - loud unpretentious laughter with snorting in between, until we couldn't breathe talk, until our stomachs hurt until we cry.

and now we work to silence, work related questions, dry laughs if any. no jokes are cracked because there's nothing to make fun of and neither would the colleagues find it funny.

i miss such a simple thing known as laughter.