letter

so, what was it that you lost your confidence?
they say if you know what you want,
you grab it and run for your life.
you never look back.

so, when was it that you realize you are not even at the starting point?
they tell me, that you've sat yourself amongst the audience
holding your umbrella, waiting for action
and the only action you experience for youself
is of your heart swelling with envy.

so they tell me,
you move but you never run.
you didn't get the things you didn't fight for.
you didn't cry for what you didn't lose.

so.
when is it going to be?
when are you going to be?