back to earth

在他的文字里，我找到我想要说的话。

“每次都發現自己沒有準備好，
就不知不覺醒在大人的世界裡了。

大人的世界滿累的，

說明書都厚厚一大本，
做什麼事，說什麼話，
上面都規定的井井有序。

大人的世界滿徒勞的，

常常努力的把一件事做好了，
卻發現不能滿足所有人。

大人都很奸詐。

大人不能隨便哭。

我不想長大。

大人的世界通常都有目的。

這麼說吧，大人踢球，一定有球門，

也一定把所有踢球的人分兩邊，
穿上不同顏色的衣服。

如果踢球沒有球門，那怎麼計分？
沒有分數，那踢那麼久球要幹嘛？

但是小孩，踢球的時候，就是在踢球。

蝴蝶在飛，陽光在吹，小孩在踢球。

我不想長大。”

。。。陈信宏

then again, in accordance to this ranting, why then do we choose to succumb this idea of being an adult. why then, do we push ourselves to be practical? in the end, should we be the ones to blame for being too weak, too practical, too meek? then do i have the right to criticize when i have chosen to fall into this trap of adulthood perhaps since a very long time ago.

i've always wanted to watch a concert in taiwan, and no prize for guessing who tops my list. and now that im finally going to taiwan, i thought oh well, just not my luck all the artiste on my watch list (khalil fong, mayday) are having their concert in april.

BUT today i found out that mayday's concert is on may 17th. thats is just a bloody 4 days before i get to smell taiwan's air. 4 daysss!

oh, my, heart.