i've been had

ur email name- eu, it means 'had' in french. As in ' j'ai
eu un grand amour' , 'i had a great love'

let's hope this doesn't happen anytime soon!

i really thought i had something great. so precious that i dared not to hold it too tight nor too loose, that i was neither able to give nor take, be brave or cowardly, be honest or deceiving...

we were neither here nor there

until i've been had.