let me fall

its october again
leaves are coming down
one more year's come and gone
and nothings changed at all
wasnt i supposed to be someone to face the things that ive been running from

let me feel i dont care if i break down
let me fall even if i hit the ground
and if i cry a little,
die a little,
at least i know i lived,

just a little

ive become much too good
at being invincible
im an expert at play it safe and keep it cool.

but i swear this isnt who i'm meant to be

i refuse to let my life roll over me

let me feel,
i dont care if i break down
let me fall even if i hit the ground
and if i cry a little,
die a little,
at least i know i lived,

just a little.

i wanna be be somebody
who can face the things that i've been running from

let me feel
i dont care if i break down
let me fall
even if i hit the ground
and if i cry a little,
die a little at least i know i lived

its October again
leaves are coming down
one more year's come and gone
and nothings changed at all

.... Bethany Joy Lenz



these lyrics are something huh? first heard the song when i watched that episode from One Tree Hill, and am continuing this chase from yesterday since escape would be good. what are your feelings about being mediocre? what if one has nothing to testify for, nothing he is good at, nothing he is proud of. what if things were okay. okay then, okay now, okay tomorrow.