a day where i didn't feel so good since the moment i stepped into class & my nose started running non-stop. thought sleep would do me good & after i climbed to bed at 8pm, i've been breaking into sweat. something good that came out of that was that i decided to rummage around for the camera charger that i've been searching for for days, and i finally found it.
having extra time on hands now that i've stopped tutoring makes me think too much. sometimes, i feel like an over anxious person, with sweating palms, thinking that i'm very not in the situation, into the ball of things. like im not working hard enough. its a very unsettling feeling, its not nice. i start to wonder if its better my time maxed out, whining about being tired. at least there's no time nor energy to think about such things. because i would feel that i am doing my best. now, i feel like my body and soul is in a wander. but im not quite sure if i could ever handle that kind of a juggle again. tutoring 4 out of a 7day week. being in school 7 day a week. bursting emails. commitments.
weird right? i feel so too. what i hate most about it is that its beginning to affect my mood.
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