where my nose at

Took a timeout today because my nose totally abandoned on me. Bipolar temperature in freezing SMU and then out into the scorching sun didn’t help. Came home straight after a meeting in school which I couldn’t quite concentrate on. Old rules – medicate then snug up and take a big sleep on my parents’ bed. It’s amusing how it must be my parents’ bed. Drifted in and out of sleep, stirring from the heat and perspiration.

The howling of the rotating fan, being hidden under the comforter seem to have a healing effect of its own.

I’m mighty woman once more.

i cannot wait for the term to be over. its almost like the more we try not to, the more we are fanning this furnace of fire. the sadistic wait of watching what will happen next.