有时

回忆会疯狂来袭

once

you held my hand
and took the lead.

once for love
and twice for duty
thrice for fear
and last for the tears.

are you happy?

then i realized i was not happy.

it was just a matter of humouring and being humoured everyday.

生命有一种可能

严格说起来，我们并不认识。

第一次的对话是因为你要确认上课的地点。严格来说，这好像也不算对话。

毕业1年后，在很偶然的情况下，我发现原来在10年前我们就已经同校。在那山上的学校度过了4年的青春。 可能我们擦肩而过已无数次。

这一次，我看到的人应该是你。 11年后，我们还是不认识对方。这一点让我想了很多。如果在某个机会， 我们认识了对方， 我们是否会成为朋友？若是朋友，过10年后我们是否还联系？

会不会有可能，有一天，你也认得我。你会不会叫住我？还是和我一样没勇气。

有没有可能，你也记得曾经上过同各课程的我， 然后一样从校刊里看见同个人。（man, the horror!)

赫然发现有无数的可能，只是, 可能没发生。

还是不懂

如果爱是我们最初认为的永恒不变。那我们都没爱过。

如果有一个怀抱勇敢不计代价

曾几何时我快乐了
曾几何时我难过了
曾几何时我疯狂了
曾几何时我寂寞了
曾几何时我爱过了
曾几何时我哭过了

我快乐，我难过，我疯狂，我寂寞， 我爱过，我哭过。

鱼---陈琦贞

我坐在椅子上 看日出复活
我坐在夕阳里 看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片叶子 让它代替我
观察离开后的变化

曾经狂奔舞蹈贪婪的说话
随着冷的时代幸福花
带不走的丢不掉的 让大雨侵蚀吧
让他推想我在辩解奋不顾身挣扎
如果有一个怀抱勇敢不计代价
别让我飞 将我温柔环绕


我坐在椅子上 看日出复活
我坐在夕阳里 看城市的衰弱
我摘下一片叶子 让它代替我
观察离开后的变化

曾经狂奔舞蹈 贪婪的说话
随着冷的时代幸福花
带不走的留不下的 我全都交付他
让他捧着我在手掌自由自在挥洒
如果有一个世界浑浊的不像话
原谅我飞 曾经眷恋太阳

带不走的丢不掉的让大雨侵蚀吧
让它推想我在辩解奋不顾身挣扎
如果有一个世界浑浊的不像话
我会疯狂的哀伤

带不走的留不下的我全都交付他
让他捧着我在手掌自由自在挥洒
如果有一个怀抱勇敢不计代价
别让我飞 将我温柔环绕
原谅我飞 曾经眷恋太阳

tears for fears

i am afraid of the day i stop crying.

and i am afraid if one day i start crying and never stop.

should never let them be close enough to hurt.

and the GPS says Please Recalculate Your Route

it's very simple really.

we just want to be happy.
but that road to happiness???

we are but poor navigators.

OS

如果留在记忆的，只有快乐
那该多好。

neverland

让我们谈一个不见面的恋爱
任凭想象，多了点自由和美满
每晚复习着一个背熟的脸庞
听他说出那没声音的对白

让我们谈个不承诺的恋爱
没了誓言，多了点今天和此刻的迷恋
当我需要你的时候你会出现
在我脑海发挥创意的那个空间

让我们谈一个不普通的恋爱
让我们谈一个不存在的恋爱
让我们谈一个不背叛的恋爱
让我们谈一个不厌倦的恋爱

让我们谈一个不朽的恋爱。

i

my ignorance has made you perfect.

Anata no ouchi wa dokodesuka?

Japanese Nursery Rhyme

Maigo no
Maigo no
Koneko-chan
Anata no ouchi wa dokodesuka?
Ouchi o kitemo wakaranai
Namae o kite wakaranai
Meow meow meow meow
Meow meow meow meow
Naite bakari iru koneko-chan
Inu-no omawari-san
Konatte shimatte
Woof woof woof woof
Woof woof woof woof

a kitten was lost. it didn't know where her home was nor remembered its name. then it met a police dog but alas, he was lost too.

lost, arent we all?

完美特务

即使再快乐的回忆
也得把它像噩梦般的
彻底忘掉。

我不存在。

i think i

unknowingly
you became a memory saved
from the glasshouse days
a picture that isnt mine
but to take out time to time
just so to remember by a face to a name
that i ever so frequently forget.

stranded

day after day, she opens up the book of options. Thumbing her way through, underlining and crossing. With it, it seems that it’s all getting clearer. With all those crossing out, we are supposed to know. We were supposed to know. As if the act of elimination is supposed to direct her to a one clear absolute direction. It was supposed to be so. Until it seems like all the doors seem to be closing on her and there is nowhere to go.

It’s almost like spinning the globe and jamming that one finger in. There. The rule is to go where the finger points at. That’s the rule, but the reality is, we can’t get there.

looking for ways to escape, everyday we are looking

怎么办？原本想去垦丁的， 但是因为太远所以打消了念头。好想去垦丁！
阳光，沙滩，彭于晏。。。

旅行可以抛弃悲伤… 来过垦丁吗?
垦丁的海就像温柔的双臂...

suitcasing our hearts,
masking up in powdered colours.

we
tangle ourselves in the arms of web
plug on the earphones of music,
act along a believable plot
ebb to the rhythm of love, lust, randomness.

leaving footsteps in foreign lands and culture,
placing our existence yet casting our shadows
everyday
we escape.

i've been had

ur email name- eu, it means 'had' in french. As in ' j'ai
eu un grand amour' , 'i had a great love'

let's hope this doesn't happen anytime soon!

i really thought i had something great. so precious that i dared not to hold it too tight nor too loose, that i was neither able to give nor take, be brave or cowardly, be honest or deceiving...

we were neither here nor there

until i've been had.

curtains down

我们的开始　是很长的电影
放映了三年　我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾　脑海中还在旋转
望着你　慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间　我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈　圈起了谁改变
如果再重来　会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟　让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　你妆都花了要我怎麽记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　不是因为在乎

...周杰伦：最长的电影

there was once you filled me in with the details of the past
that i have forgotten
then you forgot
and i remembered.

unfounded.

found and
lost and found.