dance dance..otherwise we're lost

Learning to Swim

my mum is very like that

态度

我们对生命要抱着什么样的态度？

生命，那是自然会给人类去雕琢的宝石。 ——诺贝尔

这是一个让我感受到亲情，友情，爱情和团队精神的篮球纪录片。

九降风

这是一个值得推崇的好片 - 九降风

vicky cristina barcelona

i like the way the movie ended, how everything went back to square 1. that's how life is, at some point you think you are going to get something out of it but in the end you realize, you emerge none the wiser.

Narrator: [voiceover] Vicky returned home to have her grand wedding to Doug. To the house they finally decided to settle in. And to lead the life she envisioned for herself before that summer in Barcelona. Cristina continued searching... certain only, of what she didn't want.

now, besides wanting to go to spain, the idea of living there is tempting.

ep 17: hate is safer than love

does the writer strike explain why THIS SEASON OF ONE TREE HILL IS SO BAD?!

the last episode was so stacy's mom and for 17 whole episodes it revolved around the same thing and the whole thing feels like their tape got stuck at episode 1. the worse is that the next episode 18 is season finale AND it feels like nothing even started.

urgh!!! that's my tv talk for the weekend.

lost time life.

lost time life. watch here.

japanese just have this way of intertwining drama with reality and reality with drama, and there's always meaning behind it all. somehow reminding us that even in our boring-est of life, maybe there too lies meaning to be discovered.

SEISHUN

　"如果青春注定要不断奔跑,他妈的,我什么时候跑到出口!"
...六号出口(movie）

u cant choose the person you are

Center of Attention by Jackson Waters

You want your independence
But you won’t let me let you go
You wanna test the waters
And leave it on the empty shores

But I’ll take my time if you want to
And I’ll give you whatever you need
And I’ll wait a lifetime to give it to you
Give it to you

You think that you’re the sun
The whole world revolves around you
The center of attention
And everything is drawn to you

But I’ll take my time if you want to
And I’ll give you whatever you need
And I’ll wait a lifetime to give it to you
Give it to you

I would wait a lifetime
And I would wait for you
I would wait a lifetime
And I would wait for you

But I’ll take my time if you want to
And I’ll give you whatever you need
And I’ll wait a lifetime to give it to you
Give it to you

Timing is everything in life

today's a self-declared semi break, well, to celebrate the end of week 13. did okay for the presentations & debate but not so for the quiz.

break for me is of course - coach potatoing.

Carter Duryea: Dan, you seem to have the perfect marriage. How do you do it?

Dan Foreman: You just pick the right one to be in the foxhole with, and then when you're outside of the foxhole you keep your dick in your pants.

Carter Duryea: That's poetic.

...In Good Company

Thumbs up. Has a great soundtrack too.

881

this is to commemorate a rare family visit to the cinema. yes, all 4 of us.

“一人一半，感情不散”
.... 881

ugly betty

hola amigos!
the binging bimbo: ho-la!
betty's spanish dad: it is O-la...
the binging bimbo: it is HO-la. there is a "h" in there.
.....scene from Ugly Betty

all the best to apple for his first day at work.
and THIS is so cool.... have always wanted to do something like this.

I hate BOSS.

专属天使

小小的手掌 大大的力量
你总能平复 我不安的夜晚

“我告诉我自己 这是最后一次了
如果他还不懂我
我就会安静的离开。”

门徒

"吸毒，是因为空虚，那到底是空虚可怕，还是吸毒可怕？”

是因为空虚吗？

如果在一年前看这部戏，我或许会像多数的观众 对于所看到的一切感到震撼。像如梦初醒般的，第一次看到一个截然不同的世界。像不小心走到了后巷。是可怕的。分别是在‘可怕’和‘害怕’这两个名词。可怕 还是遥远的。可怕，是像隔岸观火。 电影就像是个社会新闻。令人寒酸的社会新闻。所以，记住了，忘记了。 我是害怕的。throughout the show, i remembered a scene. 恐惧来自于，看到黑暗有多黑。看到社会新闻的真实性。we walked away feeling disturbed from the show. i was shit scared. like how the scene i saw was just but one scene, what's the rest? too shit scared to imagine.

the show made me think a lot. like how if everything is derived from emptiness, maybe we need more psychiatrists than police. the futility of daniel wu's effort to destroy andy lau & his syndicate when in the end, really what does it amounts to? so much so that he asked himself this question, "吸毒，是因为空虚，那到底是空虚可怕，还是吸毒可怕？”

i wondered if human efforts are futile. i prayed.

memory

i watched
a show
that made the world
go slower
more real
more unreal
of post-its, polaroids &
memories.

零

『在這種地方談分手，好像太奢侈了。』坐在沙灘上看著海，綺羅感慨地說。
『為什麼？』零問。
『因為我還要轉好幾班車，才能點到原點。』 而且……人可以回到原點，她的心呢？還可以像以前一樣嗎？

『我是說，我們為什麼要分手？』零說。

『因為我不適合談戀愛，因為我不正常，因為……』綺羅別過頭，『你沒有辦法再像以前那樣看我。』

『怎麼這麼剛好啊？我也是一個不正常的人。』零的話讓綺羅抬起頭看著他，『我沒有強暴過人，我也不是女生，老實說，我並不是很了解你的感受，但是我不會要你一下就忘掉它，因為我知道遺忘並不伯那麼容易的事。那些叫人忘掉的話，全部都是屁話！』

綺羅呆呆地看著零，他的意思是……他不是要分手？他還願意和她在一起？
零轉過身子面對綺羅，握住她的雙手，堅定地說：『我要跟你說的是，不管你今天做了什麼，不管你今天遭遇到什麼事情，你在我的心中永遠都是一樣，不曾改變。我們從各自的悲劇中出發，然後相遇，我們一眼就看出彼此，除非我們手牽著手，否則，我們都會失去走出悲劇的勇氣。所以，我們為什麼要分手？』她已經是他身體的一部份了，教他如何能割捨她呢？

綺羅感動地想要給他一個笑容，可是淚水卻不受控制地溢出眼眶，原本以為即將結束的愛情不但沒有失去，反而更深更濃。

零愛憐地看著她含淚的微笑，傾身吻住她……這個傻女孩，怎麼會以為他要分手呢？
綺羅把耳朵貼在零的胸膛，靜靜地數著令她安心的心跳聲，忽然抓起零的衣服擦眼淚。
『喂！』零像是警告，又像是無奈地輕喊一聲，他的衣服不防水耶！
『呵……你是第一個不會讓我覺得害怕的男人。』綺羅終於笑了，短短一句，卻讓零更深刻了鮮綺羅對他的感情，『你一定不記得，我剛入學的時候，你就有跟我說過話。』想到當時的情形，綺羅就覺得好笑。
『我？』零疑惑地問。
綺羅離開零的懷抱，拿出一個鑰匙圈：『你看，你一定不記得了。』
零接過鑰匙圈，努力地回想。綺羅繼續說：『那一天下著大雨，我不小心把這個鑰匙圈掉進水溝，就在不知道該怎麼辦的時候，你就突然跑過來，幫我撿起來，還好像跟我很熟。』
零搔搔頭，不好意思地說：『我怎麼都不記得啦？我該不會那時候就跟你搭訕了吧？』
『沒有。』綺羅搖搖頭，零鬆了口氣，『你那時候只是說，可不可以借我一點錢？』
啥？零拍沙子的動作一頓：『不會吧？』我不是這麼沒品吧？
綺羅點點頭說：『然後你就拿走了我一千塊。』呵呵～
呃……『我一定沒有還你錢對不對？』零幾乎是肯定地說，綺羅只是笑。
『哎約～～好丟臉啊～～』零想要挖個地洞把自己給埋了！這麼糗……
『後來啊，我們常常在走廊上擦肩而過，你根本就不記得我了……可是從那個時候開始，我就一直注意你，你每次都帶不一樣的女生。』零聽到這句話就更想死了，還有比這更悲慘的事嗎？
綺羅笑著說：『我對你印象真的很糟。可是好奇怪喔，我明明應該很討厭你的，可是就是討厭不起來，我到現在也不知道為什麼。』
『可能是因為……我們都不是正常人吧！』零說。對呀，雖然都不是正常人，卻是同一個世界的人，那就夠了。


『零，他們在蓋城堡耶～我們幫他一起蓋好不好？』綺羅對著零大喊。
零看到綺羅純真開朗的笑容，放心地笑了，一邊跑向她一邊說：『喂！要蓋就蓋大一點的啦～』
看著零專注蓋城堡的樣子，綺羅恍然明白：“我終於知道，為什麼我沒有辦法討厭他……因為他早就知道什麼是絕望，早就知道無法愈合的傷口有多痛。”
『……只是到了明天，這座城堡一定還是會不見，不管它多大，多漂亮，總有一天還是會毀掉。』綺羅傷感地說。『毀掉了，再蓋就好。只要你願意，要我多蓋幾次都沒關係，我們一起蓋吧！』零承諾。

。。战神

wusou

there were moments when i wondered,
now affirmed.
tear ducts' still working

1 litre of tears

yb would be happy to hear that i got myself started on 1 litre of tears. and he will probably tell me to drink 1.4 litre of water to make up for the 1 litre lost.